Journal [April 13]

Ever since we were told that we wouldn't be having school anymore, at least not physically inside classrooms and buildings, I feel like everyone lost track of time and schedules. I've been waking up later and going to sleep really late, now that I basically have no time schedule. I find myself drifting off a lot lately, especially with everything going on, it seems so weird and unfamiliar for me, and I expect it to feel like that for a lot of others too, right? Something that makes my day meaningful is being able to communicate with my friends somehow, seeing as all our days of seeing each other were unexpectedly cut-off. Just talking/texting with my friends gives me a sense of comfort and familiarity (?) Just getting up and out of my bed and doing chores gives me satisfaction because it shows that I tried to put in effort towards doing something even if I feel really heavy and lazy in a way. Getting up and doing something is always better than just sitting down and feeling like a ball of mess, you know?